my all time "temper-venting" machine

i realized that whenever i thought of submiting a new post for the blog... it must be something that i need to complaint about, either something that pissed me off or something that i have doubts onto.. juz something not good.

really trying hard to make my life satisfiable, however, things juz ain't right for me.. whenever things started to look good, there are always other matters that came barging in, which makes me fretful, pissed and irritated. and that's a bad day.. and that is why, i find that the current "best song of the moment" is Daniel Powter's BAD DAY.. daily dose of listening..

like the other day, i woke up wif a smiley face, opened my eyes to the brightest sunshine, feeling glorious over a good nite sleep, wif the sweetest dream ever.. and i was in a sing-song mood, preparing myself for work... the day looked so promising and beautiful, until - i reached the junction outside my house! was driving my car and waiting for the right moment to turn into the highway, waiting and waiting (there was extremely lot's of car along the highway, which made it real difficult even get out from the junction, unless you don't mind ppl blaring their horns and/or showing the international finger sign at you, you may juz make the turn without bother, AND if u know how KL's ppl driving skill, u will noe wut i mean here)..
okie, back to the junction part, i was still waiting and eventually i spotted my chance to make the turning.. thinking, "yes, after this car.." this car was moderate in speed, so i assumed better to let it pass before i make my move.. sekali, when he reached the junction, he turned in! without the SIGNAL, dammit! can't the bastard driver juz TURN ON the damn signal so that i don hav to wait for his lanjiao car to pass before making my turning?! and it's not the 1st time i encounter such retarded drivers on the road.. many many times! many many times! i juz wonder if they are handicap drivers or if their hands will experience epilapsy just when they should put on the signal light, if not, is turning on the damn signal such a burden for them? if it is, JUZ DON'T DRIVE IF YOU ARE RETARDED! ......retarded bastard! hmmmmmppphhh!
Becuz of this bastard car incident, my whole day was spoilt! it set me on fire and everything that looked so beautiful when i woke up, was gone.. shadowed by this freaking driver! i know, it's my temper, and i shouldn't sweat over the small stuff, but it's juz get on ur nerves.. fuck it! fuck it! grrrr...

see, that's wut i meant when i said everytime i thought of my blog, it would be some irritations and nerves-wrecking things that i need to shout out!.. i beginning to think that my blog is my temper-venting machine.. so sad huh..
sorry blog, i know i should treat you anything better than this.. =(

okie, i think i should juz make it a point to list down good things/happy thoughts everytime i make a posting. even simple things..it sounds a little frivolous, but i hope it will help. hey, at least i try, hor? okie, here goes --


uplifted my mood for the past week:

• had cuppas wif michelle on monday nite, our gossiping session went well.
• had more cuppas wif michelle the following day. gossiping session went well. bought a dolly cardigan at Queen's Park. nicey.
• bought a new webcam and a new headphone wif mic. will keep me entertained for a while.
• dayna sent me a URL of a blog posting, and that's how i discovered the ever superb blog site of kennysia.com (sorry, i didnt realize before that he got famous from blogging and even received the Asian Blogger Award. (okie, i am clueless about blogging world.) - i juz love reading his blog! simple, funny, true and no excessive word jargon! juz love it!
• kimberly bought me lunch on Friday at Bangsar Chatterbox. our gossiping session went well.
• a regular customer treated me few glasses of Chateau Potensac 1996. thumbs up.
• signed and forwarded online petition for SPCA. happy!
• good sales yesterday. many many many ppl bought many many many wines. good.

okie, quite a massive accumulation of niceties for the past week. double thumbs up.

P/S: alrite, our Asian reps for worldcup, namely Japan and Korea couldn't make it through, but they did a good job! they put all the efforts they could give! they are still BIG players!