am ur friend?

been busying my damn ass off for the past week....

okie okie... it's actually my laziness that prevented me from updating, i admit..haha..

supposingly i should be having cuppas wif dearie PP 2nite but she gave me a call late tiz afternoon and asking me whether if i''ll be willing to join her and another colleague of hers for wines later in the evening.. and eventually, this li'l wine party would be at my competitor's wine bar (how ironic, i'll be having wine party at my competitor's place whereby i should hav suggested to have them gather up at the restaurant nex to my wine shop!), one of our buddy are currently working there (meaning, my buddy = my competitor! HAHA!) , and he's offered to treat us a nice bottle.. so there.. should i decline? of cuz not! ended up, we decided to give it a go, as deearie PP's colleague (namely Summer Angel..hehe) was supposed to meet with her Spanish net friend at Oasis after our wine party.. so that's our plan.. to have a bottle of wine at "D****O" b4 heading to the Oasis to meet up wif the Spanish guy..

i headed straight to "D****O" after i finished work, selected the bottle and sat there, waited for dearie PP and her frens for an hour! reason: they lost their way..oh my.. when they arrived, it's almost 11.30pm..

okie.. we finished the whole bottle and then wut? we went to Oasis to meet Summer Angel's Spanish guy but when we reached there, guess wut? He's actually ready to take leave and heading towards "the Loft" with his frens.. WTF.. we wanted to join him..but 3 of us gotta work 2moro..(plus, i was not dressed up!).. then wut? Summer Angel made up her mind to let him go and they made some promises to meet up again.. so at last, we settled ourselves for another jug of beer at the Oasis.. better than nothing larr..

something had been triggering my thoughts lately, and it's about net friendship... i believe most of net surfer's freak like us should have befriended some online friends, be it the same sex or the opposite... but how many of them have you actually met before? and should it be advisable to meet with someone that you got to know through internet chat room? or MSn or ICQ? or wutever... ? is it trustable? this has been the cheesy topic that me and dearie PP had been discussing about lately.. she had been thinking about meeting up wif one of her net fren and i'm encouraging her to go for it.. wut harm will it do anyway, wif meeting up wif ur net fren, over a cuppa, rite? like wut i've seen Summer Angel 2nite, she got her guts to meet up wif her Spanish net guy for the first time, and yes, she's nervous..but she did it.. and she's happy bout it! and it's satifying to see her excitement.. becuz she really deserves it.. she got the gutsy power..
me? errrrmmmm... i don't think i could it.. uhh-uhh.. not me.. it worries me when i think of it.. one thing that's bugging me the most is ... the first impression.. first appearance.... my appearance, to be honest... come to think of it, i'm worried of wut the other party would think of me for the first time.. will they see the real me to be very different from the me they knew on the net, comparatively? and would they be disappointed when i'm not wut they expected me to be? yes, it's true that we saw each other pic beforehand, but things might turn out to be wrong from each other expectations.. and then wut? will be stucked in a real awkward and somewhat, embarassing situation then, won't i?
that's wut i think.. i may be wrong, i'm not sure.. anyways..

okie.. am getting off now..am tired.. am drunk.. am gonna sleep now.. ciao!