my name is J-A-M-Y! idiot you!

guess wut..? i find that there is something bothering me for a long long time.. it's juz dat i really had enuff of this... every single time.. yes, every single time i say my name through the phone, the other person seems to be getting the wrong name. instead of Jamy, they will go "jenny arr? ms. jenny?"
i had to repeat at least twice for them to get my name rite.. and sometimes, those buggers still couldn't get it rite after i spelled it out! fuck it.
is there something wrong wif my beautiful voice or are they deaf or wut? stupid idiot! i bet they never clean their ears and it's full of shit! grrrr...

X: ur name please, ma'am?
me: jamy. my name is jamy."
X: jenny? okie, ms. jenny.
me: no, it's jamy. my name is jamy.
X: yes, ms. jenny...
me: JAMY! J-A-M-Y!! got it?
X: ohh.. sorry. okie, ms. jany, we will fax you the invoice by 2day..
me: !! &%*#&^(&%(*#$!

going on

tiz pic somehow still brings me some memories of warm feeling..so warm, so delicious..

it still lingers on my mind.. but really, things are better left as it is, at least.. i had it before..

i do not care.

i'm still going on. am waiting for a better day.

luna.luna

uhuhh... ages since the last entry.. but WTF.. was damn lazy, as alwiz..to update... *yawnnn*... *strettttttccccchhhhhh....*
normal larr, after on leave for a freaking week.. apparently, after a week of slacking days, my mind had somewhat evolved into a retarded condition.. my limbs moving in slow action all the time.. was in hell going back to work the last few days.. but anyway, no sweat.. will be having another week-long holiday in September.. *weehee*

went to LUNA BAR twice during my leave.. wif seipo PP and her 'chubby pie'. and Ling. and Summer Angel. Fantastic atmosphere there, i like their concept of having window seats wif full length glass, overlooking KL skyline, speaking of which, strongly recommended for hopeless romantic couples. A heavenly place for ur date as these window seats have a kinda secluded setting..better be early if you wanna grab one of those seats, very limited. They have a swimming pool in the middle of the bar. Love their pool, which is cool if you are filthy rich enuff to take up the whole bar for ur evening pool party wif ur frens.. this place is actually the hotel's pool by day for in-house guests, and they turn it down into a so-called lounge bar for public patrons in the evening. Overall, a good place for hanging out wif buddies for a few drinks. Cover charge is only for Friday and Saturday nites. RM50 per pax. Yes, ladies need to pay as well. Either that, or the other option of opening a bottle of liquor. One bottle, admission for 4 pax.
Okie, enuff bout LUNA..

i'm off to read Kenny Sia now..am tracking back all his previous postings everyNITE! yes.. i'm addicted! addicted! [ADDICTED]

ps: discovered something really good from Kenny's blog---> the one and only "Cantonese Blog"! yea.. check it out (only if you understand cantonese): Jut Doi Siong Diu <--- they are really hou lan ying!

Sincerely yours...

Sincerity. I think most ppl can feel the sincerity of a certain individual by the way they talk, their physical actions as well as eye contact. And now, you can even sense a person's sincerity by the way they type their keyboard. And with these senses of the sincerity level displayed by a certain person, it is actually a cue for you to decide, or giving you an idea more likely, that, will things work out to be what you think or hope it might be wif this specific individual? It's a little bit confusing here, but I will try my best to elaborate what i mean here wif the sample below:

The Scenario:
For, let's say.. okie, imagine you got 2 friends, X & Y. Both are in similar position, your friends. One fine day, all three of you were chatting wif each other in whatever chatroom. In ur mind, you knew that you are only interested to chat wif X (reason[s] being, up to your imagination). So, when X popped up, you started to pent up with excitement and thinking what would strike a good conversation from there. Okie, so you finally did get something up to start a line, hoping that it will turn into an prominent conversation. But alas, you realized in a while that eventually, you did the talking, i mean, typing more than what X replied most of the time during the chatz.. and it did make you wonder, is X really that interested chatting with you? or is X juz being nice and for the sake of manners, trying to entertain you with a few words in reply to the things that you said? and somehow, you knew that YOU were the one that was trying very hard to get X to say something, by throwing open-ended questions. Everytime.

The Conversation:
YOU: so, did you manage to catch the show last nite?
X: yea, i did. u?
YOU: uhhuh, yupe. dat was real funny. i was laughing non-stop. don't you think dat whatever-the-name is damn hilarious?
X: so-so, could be better.
YOU: (starting to run out thing to say) oh yea? y u say so? i think he's okie.
X: nahh.. juz think it's not that funny.
YOU: (really starting to run out of topic) ohhh.. i see. so, not going out tonite?
X: yea, later. maybe out for dinner wif friends.
YOU: (totally blank now) ohh.. where u having ur dinner wif ur friends?
X: somewhere near my place. hey, tell u wut, wanna take my shower. chat later yea. bye.

(X appears to be offline. Messages that you send will be delivered when they sign-in.)

*****
okie, that's the end of your conversation wif X. got wut i mean? (oh yea, it normally took X an average of 5 mins to make a reply)

On the other hand, however, Y was also online. But you didn't feel like chatting up so you juz pretended to be idle. But Y juz dropped you a line. So there's nothing you could do, so you juz replied Y wif a simple "hie". Y kept trying to chat up a conversation wif you. ---- And so, please refer to the above The Conversation. Juz change the role of YOU to Y; X to YOU.

(YOU appears to be offline. Messages that you send will be delivered when they sign-in)

P/S: YOU actually did not sign-out. YOU blocked Y.

Fight In Full Action = FIFA - Legendry Francais v. Hot Bod Italianos

so.. Francais lost it and the Italianos is jumping up and down now with the trophy.

Spectated the whole match, was supporting the Italians but badly wanted the Frenchie to win, ironically. My saliva kept on drooling (now still drooling) during the whole match, damn those Italianos looking so good.. basically lurrrrvvvesss everyone of the Italian players (special attention to Totti, Camoranesi, Grosso and Zambrota.. too bad Inzaghi and Maldini was not playing, BOO!) But i was really hoping France would win!
That's becuz, besides a supporter for Asian team, i'm a fan of Zizou, i don care wut others said of him, and yes, he's bald, as a matter of fact.. but i kinda find him a terrific player despite he is botak. I might be a fanatic for leng chai players, but i still take into consideration of the skills (ball skills. FOOTball skills) and i was hoping France could grab the title again so that Zizou could end his career with pride. Yes, i was disappointed that France couldn't make it, and they could have performed better, and Zizou could have been conscious enuff to know better than to butt his head into Materazzi's chest! That was fucking ridiculous.. and darn FUNNY! was laughing till my stomach nearly burst when i saw that..wahahaha..
yea, yea..he shouldn't have done that, but i think it must really be something that came out of Materazzi's mouth which provoked Zidane's anger to the max limits. but watever, i still think Zizou as a great player and it's true, France should thank him for it. If it's not for him, think the Francais will make it to the final?

but i do agree, the Italians played very well last nite. Very pro. They deserves the victory.

No sweat Zizou, you are still a legend to the football world. You will remain as a legend de la France.

my all time "temper-venting" machine

i realized that whenever i thought of submiting a new post for the blog... it must be something that i need to complaint about, either something that pissed me off or something that i have doubts onto.. juz something not good.

really trying hard to make my life satisfiable, however, things juz ain't right for me.. whenever things started to look good, there are always other matters that came barging in, which makes me fretful, pissed and irritated. and that's a bad day.. and that is why, i find that the current "best song of the moment" is Daniel Powter's BAD DAY.. daily dose of listening..

like the other day, i woke up wif a smiley face, opened my eyes to the brightest sunshine, feeling glorious over a good nite sleep, wif the sweetest dream ever.. and i was in a sing-song mood, preparing myself for work... the day looked so promising and beautiful, until - i reached the junction outside my house! was driving my car and waiting for the right moment to turn into the highway, waiting and waiting (there was extremely lot's of car along the highway, which made it real difficult even get out from the junction, unless you don't mind ppl blaring their horns and/or showing the international finger sign at you, you may juz make the turn without bother, AND if u know how KL's ppl driving skill, u will noe wut i mean here)..
okie, back to the junction part, i was still waiting and eventually i spotted my chance to make the turning.. thinking, "yes, after this car.." this car was moderate in speed, so i assumed better to let it pass before i make my move.. sekali, when he reached the junction, he turned in! without the SIGNAL, dammit! can't the bastard driver juz TURN ON the damn signal so that i don hav to wait for his lanjiao car to pass before making my turning?! and it's not the 1st time i encounter such retarded drivers on the road.. many many times! many many times! i juz wonder if they are handicap drivers or if their hands will experience epilapsy just when they should put on the signal light, if not, is turning on the damn signal such a burden for them? if it is, JUZ DON'T DRIVE IF YOU ARE RETARDED! ......retarded bastard! hmmmmmppphhh!
Becuz of this bastard car incident, my whole day was spoilt! it set me on fire and everything that looked so beautiful when i woke up, was gone.. shadowed by this freaking driver! i know, it's my temper, and i shouldn't sweat over the small stuff, but it's juz get on ur nerves.. fuck it! fuck it! grrrr...

see, that's wut i meant when i said everytime i thought of my blog, it would be some irritations and nerves-wrecking things that i need to shout out!.. i beginning to think that my blog is my temper-venting machine.. so sad huh..
sorry blog, i know i should treat you anything better than this.. =(

okie, i think i should juz make it a point to list down good things/happy thoughts everytime i make a posting. even simple things..it sounds a little frivolous, but i hope it will help. hey, at least i try, hor? okie, here goes --


uplifted my mood for the past week:

• had cuppas wif michelle on monday nite, our gossiping session went well.
• had more cuppas wif michelle the following day. gossiping session went well. bought a dolly cardigan at Queen's Park. nicey.
• bought a new webcam and a new headphone wif mic. will keep me entertained for a while.
• dayna sent me a URL of a blog posting, and that's how i discovered the ever superb blog site of kennysia.com (sorry, i didnt realize before that he got famous from blogging and even received the Asian Blogger Award. (okie, i am clueless about blogging world.) - i juz love reading his blog! simple, funny, true and no excessive word jargon! juz love it!
• kimberly bought me lunch on Friday at Bangsar Chatterbox. our gossiping session went well.
• a regular customer treated me few glasses of Chateau Potensac 1996. thumbs up.
• signed and forwarded online petition for SPCA. happy!
• good sales yesterday. many many many ppl bought many many many wines. good.

okie, quite a massive accumulation of niceties for the past week. double thumbs up.

P/S: alrite, our Asian reps for worldcup, namely Japan and Korea couldn't make it through, but they did a good job! they put all the efforts they could give! they are still BIG players!