Redang Island, Laguna Beach Resort 01/04/2006 - 03/04/2006

White Sandy Beaches.. crystal clear water...
Green and Blue Marine Sea

My dear blog...
A long long long long time since the last time i made the last entry... not that I'm lazy.. but I can't seem to find the time! I've been packed by work for the last few weeks.. mostly becuz there's much much more to do now.. and new associates are being recruited last month.. phewwwww...... it's really energy-consuming to train them.. especially if they are not the *bright* type..younoewarramean? But fortunately, at least majority of them are able to catch things up pretty fast..except one *tut* It's really irritating when one can't even perform or understand the simplest of things.. it's really nerve-wrecking... AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!
Okie.. 'nuff bout my office.. 'nuff.. or else i couldn't stop talking bout the stupid *tut* that make my hair raised in fury everytime i look at the *tut* face...
I juz had some really awesome time spending my holidayz at Redang Island last week wif my buddies! Frankly.. this is the first time..i see such crystal clear sea...marine blue.. with fancy corals.. beautiful!!! Ohh... the best part is snorkelling! So many fishies surrounding me.. swimming together.. schools & schools of them! Ohh... yes.. we even saw 5 sea turtles, it's totally breathtaking.. it's so rare nowadays to see turtles..and we saw 5 of them in a row! Cool! And what's more.. maybe if i said it out, you ppl will laugh at me.. but i flew a kite on the beach! I never fly any kite before in my entire life.. not even when i was a child.. this is my very first time..so imagine.. the excitement.. feeling so good!

It's a paradise.. the view.. the scenery... the sea... the air... oh yeah... and the body massage theraphy.. and the foot reflexology.. such a long time since I last tasted such luxuries.. hmmmm...
The holidayz had really done me good!..i really feel rejuvenated.. all troubling thoughts were heal..(well, at least for a while..) and ohhh.. watching the starry night sky on the beach at nite was so cool! So pleasant... so relaxing...
The drawbacks: Tanned skin! *duhh*... burnt shoulders and nose...bloated stomach from too much food!
Bonus point: We met a cute beach boy... it's enuff that we could feast our eyes on him... he's juz way too cool..! especially his great tanned skin... eeeewwwww...! Nihon feel!
Recommended Accomodation: Laguna Redang Beach Resort or Redang Beach Resort

Posted at Saturday, April 08, 2006





Paradise.. made in Heaven... Redang Island 01/04/2006 - 03/04/2006...

Left & Right .... .. Laguna Lobby


after body massage therapy...and foot reflexology...NICE!
Posted at Saturday, April 08, 2006









Paradise.. made in Heaven... Redang Island 01/04/2006 - 03/04/2006...


swimming in the sea..walking on the beach.. all in da beauty of dusk light..




3 in a bunk... did anyone notice the cigar?? OMG.. my face is red like lobster..too much sun and snorkelling.. and it will burn like hell! **sun block? = useless*~*


Posted at Saturday, April 08, 2006













Paradise.. made in Heaven... Redang Island 01/04/2006 - 03/04/2006

read me.. P:A:R:A:D:I:S:E... Redang Island Laguna Beach Resort.. front view.. magnificent!

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bridge leading to Redang Reef...

Summer Point , Redang Beach... fiesta. Period.
On the verandah, Laguna Resort...

Posted at Saturday, April 08, 2006

The Sentiment, Slowly Slipping Away
After a long 'break'...finally, i make it back to have the urge to update my blog again.. it's been quite some time since i have stop writing.. think most prob'ly 3 weeks since my last entry..? hmm.. apparently, lots has happened... for the better or worst, I can't be sure juz yet, at least on my part, not yet..
I'm still in the midst of recovering from the traumatic feelings in me... but it's getting better, the sentiment is slowly diminishing... a good sign, I guess.... good as in, I can really analyse the whole damn thing with sanity.. that this decision taken by J is deem rite... is the ultimate solution...
No blame, No accusation, No regret... as quoted by Alvin, "things happened for the better.." and it's true... J will be happier this way...
J will live better...J, so long.. take care and thanks for everything..

Posted at Tuesday, March 07, 2006





Learn Ur Lesson Well...
It happened... it really did happened.. but not as she wished it could be.. She felt so dejected.. so ashamed.. I couldn't agree more that the word "c.h.e.a.p" is labeled all over her face right now.. others won't see it.. but she feel it anyway...

below is the story of a person I noe:

~**~**~**~
You were drunk..you were lying on his bed.. but he let the other friends to drag you out of his room, out from his house, as fast as they can, the faster the better.. (wut he meant was, telling you to get lost from his sight, even if you strip urself naked, he won't have anything to do wif you..no sex..no sex, wake up.. he's not gonna fuck u, c.h.e.a.p slut!)
Your friends love you so much, they don want u to get urself hurt..so they were good enuff to carry you to the car, drove you to their house and made u drank more, juz to shut u down... but you were stupid enuff to beg them to take you back to this "so-called fantasy-knight in shining armour" guy's place..but they firmly hold you down... to make clear that things aren't supposed to be working that way..that you shud let go and let ur flames die... but you didn't give up.. not that easily.. and so, you did something that no one would believe you will do --- you tried to jump from the balcony juz to get back to the knight in shining armour's place, so that you can be given the chance again to let him fuck you.. (how absurd! this woman is mad, man!)... Your friends couldn't hold you any longer since you dared to get urself out like spiderman clinging from the balcony, so they drove you back to that guy's place...
You were at the front door once again... you were trying to bring your hand to press the doorbell, all the while ur whole body shaking non-stop..u turned ur head and saw ur PP hiding in the corner, giving you a nod of encouragement... "bzzzzzz" --- u pressed, u waited, ur heartbeat rising every second, the sound of it thumping hard against ur eardrums, u heard unsteady footstep, it seems like you were standing there forever and .......'creeeeekkkkk'... the door opened...
It wasn't him.. it wasn't him standing there.. it was ---> his housemate (oh my..)... he was looking at you.. his face suddenly turned white, like he had seen a ghost.. then he finally spoke.. his voice hoarsed..but still managed to croak out how can he help you.. "I'm here for PC.." you stammered...without another word, he strode off to call PC.. and at that particular moment, you panic..and chickened out... "WAIT!", you shouted... that housemate of his turned back, startled... then you said in a voice that you thought it's not audible at all (but that poor guy heard it alrite..), "it's okie..it's okie.. i be going now..i don't need to see him..thanks"... the housemate was looking at you, asking you if you're okie..(but his face was telling you that he's still convincing himself that u r not a ghost..and that he wished you could disappear from his face quick! (can't blame him..it was 530 in the morning, poor guy..) --- when you told him it's okie, he slammed the door shut in less than a second...
You were still blured when you convinced both PP & CH that you are okie.. and that you could drive back safely.. they trusted you and let you go... but you were mad.. you were a crazy drunkard.. you were a moron... you turned back ur car, backed to the place...got down and went up to his place again... (this is really gross..) --- you sent an sms to PP to tell her wut u did and she's damned fed-up wif you already.. she called to PC, hinting to him that you were at his front door.. you were hoping that he would open the door... but u waited...and waited.. and waited.. till you fell asleep...
PP shaking you up from ur sleep.. PP looking at you..you looking up at her wif puffy eyes from excessive crying.........--- "let's go.. he's not going to open the door for you.. he noe u are here.. but he would not open, he told me that himself.. he was telling me to take you away ..and i'm here to bring you home.."
You are not going anywhere..that's wut u told PP.. you will wait and wait till he come out from there... to let him see that you are stupid enuff to sleep in front of his doorstep... how insane you could be when u love someone.... PP couldn't do anything bout you.. she just sat there, looking at you... you were stubborn and tried to make her leave, but in vain.. assuring her that you would be okie lying there... but deep down, you knew it's not...
*~*~*~*~

"Let's have a smoke 1st..before i go..", you said to PP...
at last, PP was able to persuade you to leave his front door..to stop acting stupid..so that you could save ur face..... both of you.. sitting on the playground bench.. a beautiful morning..with birds chirping in the background...the sun trying to emerge from the crack of the clouds...
Another nite of alcohol, smoke,heartbreak and tears had gone... and another sunny day had arrived...
~**~**~**~

We could always make the most out of our lives, if we really want to... to still be suffering after wut has happened is useless... live ur life the way you like, you only live once...you don't need others to tell you wut's ought to do and wut's not..you don't belong to anyone except urself.. do not live a regretful life...
Posted at Monday, February 06, 2006






POWER PHRASE
"Of cuz he should know how to choose..if I'm him, I would surely choose HER..."
It's so powerful, it hurts..but it's the truth..
Posted at Wednesday, January 18, 2006






Standing By The Window

She was sitting at the counter, the monitor blaring in to her face.. giving her attention to the computer screen..
In the midst of her concentration, she was startled by the sound of customer walking into the shop.. she quickly got up and intended to serve the newly walked-in.. but the customer strode off the shop ..
She sat down again and tried to concentrate on the screen?all of a sudden, she sensed a wave, like static, drawing her attention from the screen to the shop entrance.. all in a split second..
There, walking through the entrance---is PC! Omigod, she said to herself, the sudden appearance of PC made her heart jump a beat, blood flushing to her cheeks, hot with passion...

There he was, standing there and smiling at her she felt the urge to rush towards him, to throw her arms around him, to kiss his cute li'l smile..like wut they used to do in Disney fairytales, holding him and never let go.. never..!

She was awaken from her hallucination when he spoke..
Apparently, he came to hunt for food, as he had yet to take his dinner.. but unfortunately, she was scheduled to work alone that nite... she felt a pang of disappointment as why he hadn't turn up earlier while there's still another staff to guard the shop, so that she could have the chance of having dinner with him now.. so unfortunate.. so wrongly the timing it was...

When he knew she could not leave the shop, he started to leave.. he need to get his dinner fast, so that he could get back to the office soonest possible.. she was hoping to say good bye to him when he started to step out of the shop but a walk-in customer appeared from the entrance and walked straight to her for her assistance.. now she can't even say good bye to him, but juz keep looking as he walked away, his back on her.. but as she was showing the customer the newest promotion items on the rack, she saw him turning his head and looked at her?thud! Another skipping sound of her heart, butterfly in her stomach and making her blushing like a beetroot! She was still looking at him as he turned back and continued his way down the main road.. and after he was on the other side of the road, he halted for a moment and stared into the shop.. looking at her again.. a few times, before he disappear down towards the direction of shops down the road...
She felt ill with excitement and that she could hardly concentrate on her customer.. but alas, the customer went off happily with her purchases after a few minutes...

***
She had been standing by the glass window since the customer left the shop.. looking out at the opposite road, longing to see PC walk by again.. she was hoping that he will use the same way to get back to his car, but all she saw was the view of a road with lots of cars strolling by...

***
She stood by the window and waited for almost half and hour.. only then she realized that he should be on his way back to the office already.. now she understood, she felt it.. the feeling of waiting for someone that will not come...

Posted at Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Wonderful World of Bi-atching. Bienvenue!

Bitchy bitchy fights! I found this page in the Cleo Mag January edition.. haha... can't help but have to take a picture of this page... i think this idea may sound abnormal, but the truth is, women i acquainted with, felt really thrill at the idea of being known as "Bi-atch".. (talking bout trends today..)
Honestly speaking, I feel damn good to admit I'm a bitch! U have to have the possession of skillful techniques to be labeled as a bitch! Frankly, yea! Call me crazy, maybe i'm insane.. but the idea of being recognized as a bi-atch is damn exciting.. haha..for me, bi-atching, oppppssss, bitching is perfectly normal for a girl.. crazy or not, it's up to individuality.. hey.. no everyone can bitch.. not everyone has the quality..I feel pround to be a B.I.T.C.H... welcome to the wonderful world of Bi-atching, gals!